Saturday, October 27, 2012

Secret Secrets

In keeping with my repetitious beating of a dead horse, I am repeating this post from the past so as to continue to beat the dead horse using my "one-note pony" technique as I do not have bigger fish to fry.  

Since the secrets they have locked in their spiritual chest have driven the Spiritual Rights Foundation towards its current circumstances and propel it to the brick wall in the path of its future, I guess it explains all the crazy things that have happened as well as foretell whatever nuttiness is yet to come.

That brick wall may be far ahead but there is a clear and present danger of the Spiritual Rights Foundation to not only those who remain in their cesspool but those who may fall into their clutches.

If you closely look at the SRF web site and look at the faces there, you'll notice one person who is clearly been there a long time and is showing the strain of years of hard work and pressure.  You may think this person is privy to at least some of the secret secrets at SRF.  You may wonder why this person cares to stick around when nearly all who entered with her departed.

Maybe not.

If you have nothing left, if you are so discouraged from the life that awaits you in the free world, maybe the dysfunctional community you have seems better than the community you lost, despite the secrets you have become aware of. 

We have all faced that.  It is time to face up to our role in all this and do, say or write something in our own way - publicly, privately, anonymously or identified.  Just read this blog if that's all you want.  I am told it is a help to those who remember the pain of this cult and it helps them forgive themselves, even if it is to the exclusion of the Witches of Ellsworth Street.

However, as so many of the can-bangers say: let's all forgive and forget what the Witches did to us and to anyone else they encounter - it helps us heal.  I did that with a cut once and learned penicillin and stitches healed it a lot better.

If that is triggering for you emotionally, I'd have to say you would be excused and you should avoid this blog until it is more comfortable for you.  Remember I understand PTSD well enough, even though I absolutely do not have it.  No, I do not care to say how I know I do not or under what circumstances I was able to know.  Nor is the outrage of knowing that I and my contemporaries were glued and screwed present in my aura or whatever the fuck you want to call it.

I call it responsibility.

The responsibility that I am the one voice who must speak for the benefit of the public is present, however.  That did not arrive from long study of religious and spiritual tomes, it came from the knowledge that someone, somewhere has to do it. Might as well be me.

Since I faced the evil face of the Witches of Ellsworth Street at their most intimidating and ferocious moment and not only stared them down, I won the battle of wills that allows this blog to continue and our voices to be heard.  Now, it's my responsibility to not rest on my laurels and continue to maintain the only place former members of SRF can participate and prospective members may find the other side of the story.

I repeat that on purpose: people forget that.  People forget our experience was repeated by those who came after us; is being experienced by those who remain and is waiting for those who join.

I'll forgive those people.  I won't forget, though.  As far as the Witches go, if you can point out one person who can honestly say he or she forgives the Witches for their intransigence and exploitative behavior, send him or her to me so I can have what's in their pipe.  Actually, don't do that.  It might be crack.

No one has forgiven the Witches, actually.  They haven't because the Witches go about their business as usual.  The Witches say they forgave me for this blog.  OK Witches, invite me to coffee.  Actually, don't.  There might be poison in it.

Does the ex-Bishop truly forgive the Witches?  I am sure she is having lunch with them weekly.  Take a look at her blog.  No mention of forgiveness there, unless she forgot.  She actually speaks of graceful transitions.  I guess that means forgiveness.  I don't know - I forgot.

One person still sings their praises.  She wasn't the one who was walking around the fringes, though.  This person was fully immersed - at least, she was until she got all her inheritance money cleaned out.  Then she praised the Witches for helping her.  No forgiveness there - she thinks they walk on water.  She also has people in her head saying things.  I know this - she told me what they said to her.

So if that tells you something, maybe your mind is still active and allowing you to see what is behind the curtain.

Maybe there is a purpose to all this.

So forgive me.  I forget I am an asshole at times.



Originally Posted: September 30, 2009

At the Spiritual Rights Foundation, there were so many secrets kept by the leadership, they needed to hire their own secret police to keep things on the down-low. However since they aren't all that smart and the secret police were crap at making people forgive and forget through hypnosis, some of those secrets came out anyway.

Those secrets tell a tale of greed, sexual misconduct, greed, infidelity, greed, and greed.

Oh, and there was a lot of greed too.

I lifted the following comment from Joy's blog. It is a comment left by someone named "Anonymous". And to you SRF pea-brain secret police reading this, hoping you can score points with your leash-holders, that means "I don't know who wrote it and that person was not me."  Besides, after I kicked your legal asses, I do have the right to convey information that is not only a strong opinion, if you look at these secret secrets, you can pretty well deduce they all have merit.

That said, enjoy this comment from "Anonymous"


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These secrets are probably just the tip of the iceberg. I'm sure there are more of them.
Anonymous said...
 
I know many secrets at SRF and would be oh to happy to tell everyone who reads this, including those who are on the fence still at the cult.
1. Rev. Bill molested a person who was associated with the church.
2. Rev. Bill took money out of the donation box for his own needs. He would take out all the large bills and leave just the dollar bills in there.
3.When Rev. Bill took his name off all the legal documents regarding the whole corporation including all umbrella companies, he did so to not draw attention from the IRS, and any possible future lawsuit regarding molestation case against him.
4.Rev. Angela and Rev. Bill were lovers then Rev. Bill dropped Rev. Angela full time after she got jealous over Rev. Bill's attention towards Rev. Robin. Rev. Angela went out and got drunk and picked up some stranger in a bar for a night of self destructive behavior. Oh yah, she was on the board of directors of the church. Nice example!
5. Rev. Bill made sure that all properties and assets associated with the church, are to benefit two people and only 2 people....Rev. Angela Silva and Rev. Robin DuMolin. So, if they want to pull the plug at anytime, they would walk away with all the assets.
If they sell off the many properties, or liquidate any stock or bonds bought with church monies, they would go to Rev. Angela Silva and Rev. Robin DuMolin.
NO ONE ELSE IN THE CHURCH, INCLUDING THOSE WHO ARE NOT ON THE BOARD OF DIRECTORS GETS A DIME!
Any student who is going through the training right now or in the future doesn't get a thing. Any current or past minister associated with the church doesn't get a thing if the place goes under.
And believe me, many old and new ministers don't know this!
Those who do know, are so conditioned to look the other way, because if they spoke up they would get verbally beaten down and isolated.
They were told to shut down the place and start again with all new people.
The current church bishop basically is a yes man for the two current top leaders, so not to catch the heat from above. Nice....!
Piling on is an art form at the cult. If you don't agree or are put into a position not to agree with the agenda, you are isolated and verbally abused in the staff meetings once a week, or at the beginning of each month. But this is called cleansing of the bad negative energy that is in the church. Trying doing an exorcism on yourself first!
Its like OJ saying when acquitted for murder, "I will look for the real killers". Yeah on the golf course, in Vegas and the bars you frequent. Try looking in the mirror.
The same goes for the negative energy in the church building, try looking in the mirror before you hold a staff meeting to dispense with the made up negative energies you did a reading on...oh clairvoyant one.....What a made up con of cons!
No different than the televangelists claiming something bad will happen if you don't cough up some money. Extortion through guilt, emotional blackmail and verbal abuse.
Happy Holidays everyone, and hope you learn from these accurate insights.

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I wonder how many more secrets exist? Enough to fill an encyclopedia, I'd guess.


4 comments on the above from Joy's blog:


Anonymous said...

So much for the sick and psychic. What a joke this place turned out to be. I was a student in SJ and witnessed what only perceived as hanky panky and arm twisting going on during the school break periods at night. That Rev. Steve was always under stress and felt like this place hardly ever had any students. That Sandi person I remember taking classes from, and in hindsight, I wished I could hug her now, as she probably needed one or many.

Wow, I came up to take some classes in there Berkeley school and had a few encounters with these woman that are talked about.

Rev. Robin seemed cold and calculating like a space alien scanning you, wanting to know if your intentions are threatening or peaceful.

Rev. Angela seemed like a hot wind bag and phony. I didn't know why all the talk was about getting a reading from her or taking a class from here. I was bombarded with advertisement for her so called gift and insight. Seemed like she was one of those lady gypsy scammers who bilk large amounts of money over time form victims who want to believe. She did seem to exhibit signs of drinking or years of drug taking.

Rev. Bill seemed like a inmate that welcomed the newly incarcerated. Scanned you up and down and wondered if he can use you to do his bidding. I'm glad this guy is not around anymore to lay waste on the rest of the poor people continuing to find fleeting thoughts of nirvana in a house of pain.

December 26, 2008 8:23 PM


Anonymous said...

I had bad encounters with the very fat Rev. Angela Silva. She seems to be eating her way to the grave these days. She doesn't even bother to show up in the building, and when she does, she is there to dump on people. I believe she is in a psychic panic once again, and wouldn't surprise me if they are systematically driving people out so they can pretend they have to close down shop for lack of support.

That is the plan, they are planning to retire soon and live off the millions they liquidate. I'm sure they know their days are numbered and their game only will anger those who were promised a place to retire, and will be left out on the street.

Another blimp squeezed into a male body is Rick Greer, who will drink the cool aid along with Dan "psycho Lyle" Boushey make sure others are forced to drink it as well.

I guess those guys are hanger ons hoping to get some of the pie that the fat Rev. Angela Silva and ice bitch/prostitute for money Rev. Robin DuMolin will dole out. The Bishop I'm sure will be given hush money to hide her secrets of the intentions of Silva and DuMolin scam team.

Robin DuMolin and Angela Silva can't hold a job, yet demand the people who have 40-50 work weeks to donate another 30 hours of there time to answer phones on the bullshit, make it up as you go along psychic help line, do prayer requests, (for a donation), teach classes and get paid only if you don't owe the church anything. Enjoy the money right now, because when you drop the body and have to look at yourselves, you will be in the society of people ordering you around and sucking your soul.

I heard Rev. Robin years ago specifically stayed away from her dying mother in order to give her so called (space) at the time of her death. Can you imagine that? Your mom wants you there and you specifically stay away. I'm sure your daughter who looks like she's turning out just like you will return the favor. She will have already learned to prostitute herself out for money just like you Rev. Robin.

Hey did you know that the fat Rev. Angela Silva was locked up in the Oakland psyche ward 30 years ago? She is the spiritual sage that runs the place. Did you ever hear about the stories of her shoplifting to support herself and drinking and drug habit? I only wish that you return to the life you crawled out from under and lose everything you have in your life right now. How about starting by giving back to the people you have lied to for all 26 1/2 years? Your god daughter is going to be a gypsy psychic like you've become.

The bishop is just hoping to hang on long enough so she wouldn't have to look at herself in the mirror and wonder why she's pretending to be a religious bishop.  Please, you need to face the evil emperors and retake your dignity before you go down the road of the dark side. Your husband needs to be sedated for a few years so he doesn't take you with him into the abyss!

Rev.Rick, are you still telling people your fired up about losing weight and getting your diabetes under control, but still weigh 360 lbs and eating greasy, fattening foods that will blow out your organs and make your son fatherless before he turns 18? Tough love you guys, because you always pounded it into us underlings for years.

Time to face the light.........Rev. Bill was a lying, child molester, con artist opportunist who had so much pressure put on him by the negative media, but more importantly Rev. Angela Silva and Rev. Robin who were his common law wives. They help put all that pressure on him the last 5 years of his life. He got what he deserved, and hopefully the pressures of this blog and others who have taken up the mantle will force you through guilt to relinquish the millions you conned people out of, and give it back to them. They are the ones that made that place run and for a time great. Angela and Robin are a couple of dried up cunts who if dumped out on the street would freak of having to go to work for a living. Quit pretending you are spiritual when you two old hags haven't done the true teaching in over 10 years!

December 28, 2008 6:14 PM



Anonymous said...

Hello!

Two different perspectives from 2 different people. I actually had a positive experience while at the academy for psychic studies. I had a reading which I liked, took one beginning class and left there feeling better about myself. I did go to one church service and have listened to others on the internet. The theme is always about giving, but the funny thing about this is they are suppose to help the community!

They are a church and churches always have some kind of event that help raise money for some social and religious causes. I have read very bad things about the SRF people. Can all of them be really that bad? Did they ever give back to the community without holding out there hand for a donation with the other? What kind of community outreach programs do they aspire to? Does and or did Rev. Robin, Rev. Angela and Rev. Bill ever pull there staff together without the use of coercion?

December 30, 2008 2:52 PM



Joy Butler said...

Hello Anonymous that had a positive experience. Thank you for your comments. I am always open to different perspectives. I believe you did have a very positive experience there. I did as well in the beginning. Ask most people who have taken one class or have gone into healing clinic or received one reading or two and they will probably tell you that they had a good experience as well and felt better for the experience.

They love you and are on their best behavior for sure. After a while when I started going up to Berkeley and started having interactions with Rev. William Duby I began to experience stomach pains, a sense of fear, heart racing and paranoia going into the academy. These experiences were felt by almost everyone there once they start getting more involved and are hooked. I am glad you only went for a short time and did not have to go through what some of us went through.

Now about your question on charity and helping the community. No the Spiritual Rights Foundation in all of its 27 years did little for the community. All the time I was there I remember about 3 times when the church asked members to give money to a charity or used cell phones to men in the military. That was it, oh and one Christmas recently they collected old coats to give to the homeless. But these were only recent occurrences. Now they are trying to do a little more just to improve their image.

But let me make clear that I have never heard or seen the church giving money from tithes or excess to anyone out of the goodness of their hearts. It would always be asked of the congregation for them to just give more. This is scandalous considering that they had many millions extra money in the bank.

So in the 14 years I attended there SRF did little to no community service even though Rev. William Duby would rant and rave that, “You have to give to live.” What he meant by this statement is that you have to give to his church to live. You had to give tithing, pay for classes, buy equipments, give 20+ hours of volunteer work often, give up your family, give up your career, and give up what you wanted so that the church could prosper. I am not exaggerating. This is what we were taught, coerced and suppose to do.

Most people that had been successfully indoctrinated would be giving up about 30% - 40% of their income to the church and then would be bullied into giving more on the whim of Rev. William Duby.

Your last question was about coercion, did Rev. Robin, Rev. Angela and Rev. Bill ever pull there staff together without the use of coercion?

Rarely. And coercion is a tricky thing. One can be coerced by very subtle ways.

On occasion staff would do stuff just because they wanted to. Many times Bill would use sex as a means to motivate people to do what he wanted them to do.

Ask my husband he can tell you about how he was told by Bill, “I can get you laid”. Bill paired him with a woman there and told him that this woman will sleep with him if she sees him working on their website improving it.

Bill then told the woman to not let Mike lay a hand on her and to only be with him under supervision or mainly only be with him as he worked on the web site. That year the SRF website won a prestigious award, I wonder why...not.

I unfortunately had the displeasure to be one of the supervisors of those two. It get’s sicker and more sadistic then this but I don’t feel like going into it right now – to painful.

The Coercion that was used had different levels of intensity depending on how advanced you were in the program. The more control Bill knew he had over you the more he would ask of you. But as a new person you would never see any of this, you would have to spend a year or two there and be in the clairvoyant training program to start seeing these things go on.

I hope I shed some light on your question.

Joy

What the Hell am I afraid of?



Originally Posted:

THURSDAY, APRIL 21, 2011



So I've been afraid of posting anything lately.

Partly because I've been told my writing is repetitive and is re-hashing already covered ground.

Well, I guess...

I've also been told that I should express my pain and conduct healing through the loving arms of the perfect strangers around the world who read this blog.

Well... no.

I'm expressing my desire to inform the public about a really nasty group in Berkeley.  It's one that took its toll on many people and are taking advantage of several who remain there.  So, maybe the stories have a common thread: that good and decent people are exploited and driven into bankruptcy, mental crisis, physical illness and many other unfavorable things.

As far as making a personal confession to all of you for whatever mistakes I made or to express my personal pain in the public space, that won't happen.  At least, it won't happen here in the public eye.  I think what happened to me was not nearly as bad as those who lost their families, their marriages, everything they had including their self-respect.  No doubt, I had my trials and tribulations but those were not nearly as severe as those who had children or marriages in the cult.

I've been worked over pretty good for one thing or another.  Yeah, that caused some pain and suffering.  However, I have received the satisfaction of kicking the Witches of Ellsworth Street's asses with a teremendous legal decision in my favor and by the fact this blog continues to thrive.  What in hell I need with years of public self-loathing and begging for whatever forgiveness and shared whining is beyond me.

Despite that, It's personally heartbreaking to me that so many ex-members have required assistance to overcome the abuse this group has wrought, I lost count. 

I will say: while my experience with SRF and the Academy for Psychic Studies has taken a toll, what I need to do for resolution is between my and my God and whoever the FUCK else I want to discuss it with.

Sorry to say, that will be my choice.  Even sorrier to say that will likely not be you guys.

For now at least, I chose to bring whatever insight I can into the practices at the Academy for Psychic Studies.  I hope that will help you out there make a decision in your personal growth.

if you want to adopt the kinds of beliefs that the Academy gives you, don't let me stop you.  All I am saying is you have the right to decide and you have the right  to make up your own mind based on your own information.

And I hope you will receive some of that information right here.

Until next time;  I'm going to figure out what to write.

Thursday, October 25, 2012

Guest post: The Academy for Psychic Studies, An Evil Turd That Goes On and On

Over 1200 Pageviews and counting for this post.  I think our Anonymous author hit the Mother Lode!

Here's an idea for a great holiday card
for the Witches of Ellsworth Street.

I am happy to announce we have our second Guest Post from an author named "Anonymous".

I think there is no mistake: this guy hates Bill Duby and the Witches of Ellsworth. That is good. Those people did much to ruin lives, create havoc - even drive people to think of, attempt or carry out suicide. Does anyone else hate them? Oh, nearly everyone who had to deal with them, you say? Oh, nearly everyone they took money from, I hear? Didn't Bill's dog like him? Oh, it bit him and humped his leg?

0 for 3 Bill, Angela, and Robin. Not so good.

While I have had my run-in's with those people, others have had more than that. Humiliation in front of as many of your peers, students, superiors and children as could be assembled was commonplace at the Academy for Psychic Studies. Anyone who believes there are no public floggings in America hasn't had an opportunity to see the Academy for Psychic Studies in action.

In private, more intense humiliation, the utter annihilation of your self-worth, your sense of self and humanity was stripped away in the most degrading, abusive and sometimes violent manner. That treatment was reserved for the spiritual elite of the Academy for Psychic Studies/Spiritual Rights Foundation - which I guess would be everyone, now that I think of it.

Historically, the holidays is the time for SRF to cement their grip on their flock by keeping them busy with classes and special workshops that create a pliant and suggestible state in their victims, allowing for the insertion of any kind of mental image or thought that would keep the congregants away from their natural families and deeper into the dysfunctional drain clog that is the Spiritual Rights Foundation "spiritual family".

This spiritual family seemed like "The Addams Family" to the outside world. Behind closed doors SRF was more like "The Manson Family" .

When the leaders levied humiliating criticism at you and encouraged their followers to join in and dog pile you, you were expected to accept the degradation with aplomb. But, those who dared say a word in their defense got even more attacks, more humiliation and even "special" one-on-one attention consisting of hours of being cursed at, yelled at, threatened with all manner of retaliation: loss of privilege, loss of marriage, loss of children and interrogated with any technique short of waterboarding.

Hell, if they knew about it, they probably would waterboard you. Instead, Bill Duby beat his book "Cosmic Acid" into the heads of his spiritual family, just as Charles Manson forced LSD down the throats of his, uh, whatever family.

The Spiritual Rights Foundation "Holiday Prosperity Workshops" may take place during the holidays but they certainly don't spread any cheer among the faithful. In fact, if you stood under the mistletoe, you would be just as likely to get slapped in the face as kissed on the cheek. Well, that was my experience, at least (but I admit I managed to piss off most of the gals; most of the men, too). I guess that's why the mistletoe kept disappearing...

I'll tell you this much: my last few Christmas Seasons without the Cult of the Spiritual Rights Foundation have been the happiest I have had since my childhood, filled with friends, family and good cheer (and that good cheer will have to be liposuctioned).

I just have one more interesting tidbit before I present our guest post: My wife and I took a little trip to the Napa Valley. We stopped at the Culinary Institute of America (CIA) at Greystone for dinner - and what a dinner! A selection of wonderful amuse-bouche to start, an amazing entree finished with the most fabulous creme brulee I have ever had. While dining, I mentioned that about 15 years ago, I was looking at attending culinary school either at CIA Greystone or at CCA in San Francisco (California Culinary Academy), spoke briefly about the characteristics of each school then added that in the end, I did not attend either.

My wife asked why I didn't go.

I replied, "Because I joined a cult."

We enjoyed the meal anyway and basked in the glory of having the freedom to enjoy our life together as a couple without interference or disruption and did the usual disgusting newlywed stuff that makes other diners say: "eeeeewwwww!"

At any rate, you have my best wishes for a Happy and Healthy New Year!

And you can send your Guest Post (information about that is here) via email or by dropping it off on MSN SkyDrive .


Our Guest Post from "Anonymous":
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SPIRITUAL RIGHTS FOUNDATION IS AN EVIL PLACE TO VISIT
FOR THE HOLIDAYS. HELL… ANYTIME!


The holiday season SRF style: Get pressured to take numerous classes to "prosper us"...I mean them (William Duby, Angela Silva and Robin DuMolin).

If you didn't you got verbally abused and treated as a leper by them and the rest of the staff and students, you would notice the spotlight of negativity put upon you by them.

They would often laugh at your expense, when Bill Duby (and later Angela Silva) would go after you in one of his ranting bullshit sessions. The reality was, he didn't teach as much as he channeled energy. This would often last for hours and bore the shit out of me, (you wonder why I wanted to stay out of those classes) and I was so disgusted at the outrageous verbal abuse he bestowed...I mean spewed out on others.

Bill Duby was one of the biggest assholes I ever met in my life. He tried to make up for it by attempting to do something nice occasionally for you. Most of the times it was a gesture of little value, since most of the time he shredded our personalities, likes and dislikes, as a personal vendetta while being in his presence.

We were often told he was talking to your body personality and as spirit, you need to laugh and recognize you aren't the body. Well, when we would do anything to defend, resist, hell, even in a slight teasing manner, he and his big ass ego/ body personality would turn beet red and his eyes would be menacing, and would go after you.

He claims he was cleaning out those challenging spirits from hell that was an affront to him, his family and church members. He often said he wanted no part of being someone's/anyone's guru. Yet, he would tear you down for making mistakes, tell you what he would have done if he was us, diminish any accomplishments that took away from him being in the spotlight!

Bill Duby was a bastard to deal with, because when you tried talking to him in private with others, or one on one, he would always pretend to be compassionate or empathetic, not sympathetic to a problem or situation and turn it into a teaching situation that embarrassed you for asking or even inquiring only later on with more people around to use you as that night's class, or topic of discussion.

When you kept to yourself, he would often project things that were not going on in your head or thinking, and make an example of you to the point where you would feel incredibly worse then when you spoke to him or entering into the Ellsworth street building or set foot on the Blue Sky Ranch in Bethel Island, CA.

He would often bring people in from the rest of the congregation and have them parrot the same thing, as he would often give signals in his gestures that this would be the lead for others to follow and often give permission to insult you.

They would get mad at you, as you would be "invalidating their reading abilities". Often was the case, the woman were made to feel incredibly insecure and emotional, and the men were "plexed" (meaning too wound up with emotion to think straight - ed.) and harboring such unresolved anger situations, that when they festered, it would be brought up yet again for others to slay you in spirit. THIS WAS THE SRF WAY!

I have heard in the last year that others who stood by and watched others leave, have now left themselves. Some of them recognize the abuse and just want to move on with their lives and separate themselves from the madness they experienced and were a part of, while others are venting as a way to not only get out this un-washable feeling of mind fucking that went on, and are trying to dislodge that feeling from the body, much like a build up of constipation in the body.

We have taken some spiritual Metamucil and unloading the crap we took, have gift wrapped it back to them as a continuous tithe and offering. I HAVE MANY TITHES AND OFFERINGS LEFT TO GIVE TO SRF AND THE WITCHES OF ELLSWORTH STREET IN MY BOWELS.

Others, who've recently left are content of going on there merry way in life, NOTHING WRONG! NOTHING TO SEE AND PROCESS. Wait until you start having flashbacks of the worst parts and don't feel the need to process it yet. Like all of us, it will come up and out like the vile we deposited as poison to our souls. Its those uncomfortable feelings and humiliation of your life for the public to see and laugh at your expense, or as your fragile psyche as the punchline of a joke which you were not soliciting, but hammered upon your psyche.

Not everyone has a way of dealing with stress and post-traumatic stress disorder, but heck, take your time to decompress and unload. I left infuriated, your departure may have been different than mine.

Hopefully, you can understand why others all have left in the last few years, and recognize there are those who can't and are trapped, and there are those continually making batches of kool-aid everyday to medicate themselves and others with.

Those who've already left are attempting to scrub the soiled places of their body, mind and soul, which like the scratch under the surface of the skin you can't get to as of yet. This irritation causes more uncomfortable unresolved feelings to resurface.

Here is a wake up call for those who found no fault with SRF and yet left unfulfilled:

First: If it was so blissful there, why aren't you still there?

Secondly.....It will happen.

Until then, if you're still praising the tunes and way of life that you were kept under the thumb of Bill Duby, Angela Silva and Robin DuMolin, we will not validate this thinking, because the first step in getting on with your life post SRF is to see it for what it is .

If this means posting or not posting something on this blog so be it.

Do I hear another mock-up calendar for 2010 being made up for the last few people affiliated with the place by the team of Angela Silva and Robin DuMolin?

Here's a thought: Try reinventing themselves and this place!

Sell off the buildings, pay what you owe to Mike and Joy....

Pay yourself 10% each of the proceeds and then distribute the rest to those who gave of service the longest and downwards from there.

Finally, make a public apology like the Catholic Church and acknowledge your abuses!

Make the Spiritual Rights Foundation like used toilet paper, a thing you flush down after wiping your behind with and think of it as the Supreme Flush of 2010!

TIthe 10% of your final cut to a cult recovery center of your choice. Actually show some humility not to mention humanity.

MOVE OUT OF THE AREA AND DON'T EVER TEACH AGAIN! IF YOU DO, WE WILL FIND YOU AND EXPOSE YOU ONCE AGAIN UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES!


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I would suggest the Witches of Ellsworth atone for their sins by giving that 10% cut to the Wellspring Retreat in Ohio or the Meadow Haven recovery center in Lakeville, MA.

Wait a minute, did I just inform them to tithe? Well, then the Witches of Ellsworth need to pay it to ME! I'll give it to Wellspring AND Meadow Haven. Why not give? You have to give to live. It's tax deductible anyway. I'll give a tax receipt for it.

And the money tithed will open the windows of heaven now and in the afterlife to create future abundant flow and room in your storehouse to receive His blessings.

I also have a bridge for sale.

 

Sunday, October 21, 2012

The Academy for Psychic Studies - Who's gonna clean up this mess?



I am, admittedly, an asshole.  Not just your everyday Jersey Shore douchebag - I am a true asshole.

It's not like this is a deep-seated personal revelation.  It's my manly essence - if I get right pissed.

I recall several of the SRF slaves saying the founding psychotic, Bill Duby, relating he needed to handle me with kid gloves adding I am not someone he would want to see pissed off.

Well, I guess he's either truly psychic or one hell of a judge of character.

Since Bill was a master at the art of seducing anyone with something he wanted, I fell under his spell and swallowed hook, line and sinker.  I never discovered until much later that Bill's promise to get me the hook-up with a young female member was nothing more than another one of his deranged schemes to have me entangled in his web of deceit.

I found out later Bill gleefully related his shenanigans to his gathered ministers who responded to him as they were trained: with acceptance, support and applause.

Through all of Bill's obvious manipulation and coercion the ministers continually kept a watchful eye on me and this young woman to encourage a heavenly union anointed by the only damn representative of God worthy of having Him channel Himself through and that a relationship blessed by Bill himself was not only holy, supporting a successful union would make them look one pissload better in the eye of the mystic.

It wasn't until well after the bastard was dead for a few years I realized Bill would screw whoever was in his way to buy favors from whomever he felt he could exploit while hiding his criminality under a veil of spirituality.

That must be "don't let the left hand know what the right hand is doing".

In that particular event, the person he screwed was the woman I married - not carnally, of course (and if he did, I'd go after him and his Witches with everything I have) but in his own spiritual and holy manner.  When I finally found out what the deranged fucker was up to, I sharpened my knives and started counting my ammunition.  What he actually did is something I won't discuss in detail but I will say it would make waterboarding look like hopscotch.

Unfortunately, the opportunity to right this wrong evaporated with Bill Duby's timely demise.  On the other hand, there are so many wrongs perpetrated by not only Bill but by the Witches of Ellsworth Street their own opportunities for learning abound.

And these opportunities have our names written all over them.

We helped the Witches of Ellsworth Street build a structure we knew was illegal.  We gleefully recruited people into the cesspool. We spread the poison of the gospel of Bill Duby wherever we went.  We made the tapes, we took the classes, we sung the praises of the cult on the radio and internet.

My way of dealing with all this: balance the scales, right the wrongs and establish equity and justice.

Why the else would I still be doing this shit?  I don't get paid but I do admit this isn't costing me anything either.  The more people who read this blog, the more get pissed off at me.  The more I say, the more they are pissed.  Why can't I just become more spiritual and immerse myself into, say, a new religion or a turn-your-loser-ass-into-a-millionaire guru - I mean, motivational speaker.

I'll tell you why: I'm an asshole.  Once bitten, twice gets you a kick in the testicles.  

Now if this situation is indeed a dead horse as claimed and if I am sounding like a I am beating a dead horse while trying not to, why is it there are still people reading this crap?  Why is it the cult continues to troll for more tuna for their net. How come ex-members have experienced social, emotional and other difficulties well after their departure?  Doesn't leaving the cult and getting on with your life begin the healing process?  So why aren't I doing some healing through a pursuit of higher spirituality and participating on all the things employed by those who seek to leave the painful past behind?

Well bucko, this ain't about healing.  As the psychotic used kid gloves on me, I personally haven't the kind of trauma so many others experienced.  I never lost a marriage (I will admit I was lucky enough to ditch one of his arranged marriages before it actually happened ).  Nor have I had my children turned against me or suffered relentless humiliation at their hands.  I haven't lost every damn thing I ever earned, received or had a scintilla of a chance to have.  I didn't even come close to the fate of so many others who have been permanently scarred with PTSD or other serious conditions.

Of all the things I missed out on during my internment in this fucking cult, I feel damned fortunate I missed out on all of THAT.

This is all about setting the balance in the universe back where it ought to be and that involves sending a couple of Witches back to their hollow tree and smashing their cauldron into micro-bits.  I'll even set fire to their fucking brooms.

So if you can't laugh while I give the Witches of Ellsworth Street a bare-ass spanking for their transgressions and you can't chuckle when they fall on their faces as they make another lame attempt at regaining their lost fortunes, I guess you'd be one of the guys who like to pick on nits that don't exist here.

If you are in a place where you can look at what happened with a sense of humor or just plain enjoy a good read about it, then maybe you've got to the point where you are, at the very least, on the road to recovery and ready to be integrated into the world you were trained to fear.

So if you are in that place, Drain The Snake.  I make that call so you can participate in your own way to keep this cult on the ropes and balance your own inner scales.  If that is beating a dead horse, then I don't know what to say.  

I will say the present task is to acknowledge our own participation in this mess and do our own small part in setting things straight.

And that means we can't forgive and forget.  We move forward to the future while we remember where we have been.  We clean up after ourselves as we blaze our own trail and we share our tales as we need to, so we can make another's life one of opportunity, hope and achievement.  We owe that to ourselves and to those around us.

That's called integration, fuckers.

Hey, I told you I am an asshole...